Brake is on the left, right?
I think I say this everytime I start a new semester. But yes, I am totally not in the mood for school.
I can’t even get the fact that it is 2010 already. My brain has once again turned into marshmallows. Which otherwise reminds me that the first lesson of this sem is about the brain. No, it is about the CNS which is mainly the brain. But I like learning about the brain. Which is why I listened today. Even though the lecturer was super bad.
Another year has passed just like that. I do hate getting older. I feel like my entire youth is spent on studying. and nothing else. It is strange but I have no big ambitious dreams. As in, in terms of career and academia stuff like that. Maybe I get a little pissed off when I don’t see As when I think I am suppose to. But that is slowly wearing off. I am getting used to it. And that is very bad. My goals are more like “MINI cooper”, “see eiffel tower”, “get a new gundam” etc. Money will do me a whole lot of good.
ok, I think I am going through what they call a phase. The “I want to do everything” but feels “I can’t do anything ” phase. The school councellor sort of talked about this in one of the welcome talks. It is abit like losing control of your life. But then again, I never had much control. The only way I control my money is how much I eat. And somehow, after all the months of saving, I just don’t feel like spending it. No wonder they all say it is different when you earn your own money.
I finally got to drive the other day. My dad refused to let me. Almost a year now I think. And I finally convinced him that day. I almost hit a van in the parking lot because I mixed up the pedals. And it really is not my fault because my dad refused to let me drive for so long! SoI forgot. I think driving is something that one must do often. So from now on, I shall jump at every chance to drive. But I think he is going to be even more stubborn after this incident.
I am frustrated.