A little break
I am finding things a little hard. But ah wells, thank god next week is recess week! which means a well-deserved break. ok maybe not that well deserved. I do hate driving lessons nowadays. I want to quickly pass so I no longer have to drive for the sake of driving. But I think I suck at it. Funny, I didn’t even suck so badly at organ. Oh yea, organ, I think I am at my limit already. After all, 18 is not a really good time to be a beginner at anything. I mean any skill based thing. No not talking about driving. But music is also about talent. And I have none.
I cant wait to go home and sleep. Coming to school waste so much of my time. Thank god this friday is free. Maybe I’ll go watch a movie or something. I haven’t gone out for fun in a million years. No coffee, no icecream for a million years. I wonder how I survived. Even JC wasn’t this bad. But I guess cause I had good friends in JC. Or maybe I just got used to the slacking and playing. And my head is deteriorating. I am sure of it. Even if it is loaded every day with new things like solid diffusion, fourier series etc etc. It is definitely deteriorating. For one, I don’t think anymore. Not anymore.